Journal Excerpts (1)…

CUPID & PSYCHE
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If I could close my eyes and tell you what I see and what I feel when I look at you, you’ll be…I can’t express it in words as I’ve got to see you. Touch you. Smell you. Let myself immerse in your presence and get lost in your eyes, your mouth, your lips moving as I envisage your sexual potential and how I would direct it. I’ll come closer and smell behind your ear, down your neck but than I will stop. I’ll watch you blush and get uncomfortable so I will let you wear off your complaint by letting you talk. I’m not hearing your words but I’m listening to your voice and you would hate me if I told you what I’m thinking. I take your fingers and feel the shape, the texture, the sensitivity of your skin…

I keep listening to your voice and look you directly in your eyes. I’ll pull you gently towards me and place your legs on top of mine, I am sitting down on the floor Indian style. We are close and we can sense each other’s breathe subconsciously. I run my middle-finger along your face-line and my index finger along your hair-line simultaneously. I want to notice your “imperfections” as they radiate your beauty. Perfection comes from imperfection…ask any audience.

My eyes talk to you and there is a fire burning inside. I run my thumb along your exquisite lips. Starting slowly from the bottom lip followed by your upper lip. I see your lips doing…of course I’m not going to tell you but then I’ll stop. I let the tension build up on its own, you’re already…I’ll let the sensation simmer for a little while longer. Than I turn you around. I open my legs and pull you closer. You object but I sweet-talk you into submission.

You relax in my arms. I wrap them around you, you feel safe. I pull your hair up and I pull your head down gently with a firm grip. You feel the ruggedness of my hands. I smell you behind your ear and I nibble on your lobe. I bite gently down your other side. I let go of your hair but lift you gently by your chin and turn you around. I kiss you on your cheek… than the other one. I let go than lift your hair up again. I bite you on the back of your neck gently… I bite you again on your side of your neck, gently and…